Tonight is a depression night. I'm really down. Just sort of can't really get myself motivated down. I recognize it in myself, recognize the silly swings my mood takes when I'm like this. One moment I'm dancing to a cool song that's playing and the next I'm staring at my screen wondering what to write because I feel a desperate need to do something that I actually *want* to do this week but the bloody words won't come.
Damn glad I'm not manic depressive. I don't think I could take it if the mood swings were *worse*.
But no, this is situational and not chemical... I just have a tendency towards obsessive behaviour that makes it all worse. Stronger. More intense.
I should probably go get some sleep.Posted by Deb Atwood at February 07, 2003 10:14 PM | TrackBack