Apologies to everyone to whom I've been a bitch lately.
Apologies to everyone for not being there when you needed me.
Apologies to everyone I've said I would do something for, then never did.
Apologies to everyone who I've forgotten to call, write, or just say how much I cared.
Apologies for every responsibility I've screwed up on.
Apologies to my children for reacting with crankiness and stress.
Apologies to myself for forgetting who I am. And how to be me.
Apologies to everyone for inconsistencies.
Apologies to my husband for snapping instead of being supportive.
Apologies to my husband for thinking that what I need wins over what you need.
And apologies in general... because I cannot remember everything, and that is a large part of the whole problem. I cannot be everything I want to be, or am supposed to be, or promised to be. Would that my mistakes were small and non-affecting, but I know I've hurt people deeply.
And I'm sorry.