October 13, 2003
Feeling Buried

I begin to feel like I will never crawl out from under the buried feeling of Albacon.

I'm behind in GA. Horribly behind -- I need to pick a place to put Dara and then PUT her there.

I'm not quite so behind in RoP. I made ALMOST all my posts tonight and if I can maintain my coherence, maybe I can finish that up. But it still has that sort of sense of trudging through molasses, which is what happens when you set something aside for two weeks and then try to find it again.

I'm behind in SSC... not quite so badly, but I'm not sure if I'll answer tonight. Maybe. *fingers crossed*

And I'm staring at my computer trying to figure out where to start and how my "to answer" list got so long. Thinking about Albacon mail I should be sending. The redesign of my site's sidebar. Writing.

Why does it feel so overwhelming? There isn't REALLY any more of it than there was prior to me taking a break and quieting things down prior to Albacon. I just got... lost inside it all somehow. Brain's moving a mile a minute on all kinds of things, and I'm not producing much that involves typing. Not even producing much in the way of hiding in plain site. I'm surprisingly quiet.

Although I suppose this says I'm not. But really, this isn't much.

I should answer things, and check them off my lists. Set up my spreadsheet for NaNo. Outline Dreamwalker. Respond to those game posts.

Find energy. After all, I'm likely to be up a while. Not like I can sleep.

Thing is, if I'm awake, why am I not AWAKE? It'd be nice if I could retain coherence as well.

Posted by Deb Atwood at October 13, 2003 10:19 PM | TrackBack

GA is supposed to be a more relaxed game.

As long as nobody's pinned by your character, you can take your time to post.

Posted by: Ginger on October 14, 2003 11:25 AM

And Jack's about to take a leap... somewhere...
She's like a bug in a jar, tho... Not enough traction to get anywhere, all the time in the world to worry about it... *grin*

And just to let you know in advance, I'm kind of hoping to get a post a week during November. Don't know if that will be possible, but it would be nice - do let me know if you want to whack me in the head for my pushy expectations... *grin*

Posted by: jenn on October 20, 2003 02:51 PM

She's telling lies and cutting ties.

I think she's learning how to be an Amberite already...

Posted by: jenn on October 20, 2003 08:07 PM

Thanks for that insightful comment! It makes interesting reading, especially when I need a payday loans .

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