Okay, the good thing about the breakneck pace of NaNo? I won't keep losing track of my characters!

I'm struggling to get started, in part, at least, because I don't remember my characters voices. I haven't written Jay properly in months, and I need to get that cold slightly oogie feeling he gives off, while being warm and caring and nurturing. That good ambivalence, making you wonder if you should like him or hate him. Right now, he feels like stale cardboard in my head.

The fact that I keep finding ways to stall, so that I've only done 330 words so far, too, isn't helping. *groans*