I really really need to be able to blog from my blackberry to do this right. I never get to blog at work anymore, so I haven't kept up at all. Plus I've been being SO bad that I haven't wanted to. Yeah, fel off the wagon again big time. I keep trying, and then there are all these things that just call to me and I screw it up once more.

This weekend is a party, so I'm hoping I can keep myself at least down to a dull roar. We are bringing a fresh salsa with us, and chips. The salsa is healthy, the chips not so, of course. Although I think we'll bring some baked chips too, which would help. I know someone is bringing a veggie platter. There will be chicken sausage there, which is just yummy.

However, I've also made a homemade ice cream cake. The ice cream is light, as are the oreo cookies, but the brownies are normal. And there's just a lot of stuff crammed into a small space. About 30 points worth of ice cream in the cake, maybe 35. Probably a good 15 of brownies. And about a dozen from the cookies. Imagine if I'd made the ice cream full fat!! So figure the whole ice cream cake is 60 points. If it gets sliced into twelve skinny slices, each one is still 5 whole points!! But I've *got* to try it since I've never made it before and I want to know how it all came out.

Gotta take it one day at a time. I think I want to go pick up some more work clothes for spring -- I don't have more than one really good pair of pants, and only a few tops. So I need stuff. And if I can buy things that make me feel good about my weight, it'll help keep me on track.